A Boy in a Girl

High heels?

compact powder?

furry handbag?

all the 'cutie' accessories-some with ribbon on it, pink especially?

Did these things related to me? NO! it is NOT related at all.

I'm a girl, but I don't used cosmetics.

I'm a girl, but I don't carry handbag.

I'm a girl, but I don't have any 'cutie' accessories [except for those given by friends]

I'm a girl, but I don't have high heels.

Then, you will say:

"You're not girl, you're tomboy!"

But I would say:

"I'm not a tomboy or somehow 'pengkid'. I'm a girl too, I just don't used all the girly things."

Sometimes I'm also feel like want to dress like a proper girl.

But then...

"ommo! ige anindae..."

("Oh my! This is not it!")

Rather than wearing a blouse, I prefer shirt

Instead of high heels, I prefer sneakers

Instead of handbags, I prefer schoolbag

[but someday I must dress as a woman also...*sigh]

I'm a girl, despite that...I even drive like a gangster [It's not me saying that].

That's why my bro didn't encourage me to choose Viva or Myvi.

He said I'll ruin it.

Is it my driving skill really bad?

Hah. Ignored it.

I like driving.

[maybe someday I will learn to drift]

As long as I can drive safely go and back to hostel. Enough right?

If I am about to choose a car, I'll pick sports car. I want something like this:

I love to travel.

I like to explore the world I'm living in.

But because I'm a girl, I've been restricted to do so.

Well...I'm think I'll be fine if I'm about to go travel alone.

Only from there I can see other world.

I can see others culture.

I can see people communicate in different ways.

I can be independent.

Most priceless, the experiences I gain.

I'm a girl, but I always wanted to hang out with my friends [It's wasting time though]. Sometimes get jealous over the boys.

They can go anywhere they want, hang out, chatting, laughing, release all their stress.....

ahh...jeongmal pureopda (really jealous)

But then.....Because I'm a girl

A girl are not supposed to be like that...well...Am I'm going to be like this forever...

A boy in a girl...Huh?

(please disregard any grammar mistakes)