First Attempt was FAILURE

INJECTION...

Needle...

Sharp!

OMG~~

I had my first attempt for depot injection yesterday

Suddenly I got strength out of nowhere....

After preparing the medication..the needle..the cottonball with spirit and all...

First depot injection attempt

"Encik, saya nak cucuk ni, tahan sikit ye"

Oh No! The needle is so hard to be push...OMG...what to do...

I know he was in pain ...

Then the staff nurse jump in and take over the job...

and she said
"Kesian kat patient tu, janganla cucuk slow-slow...."

and I was like...'emm...okay..'

..deep in my heart "sorry mister....really sorry...it was my first attemp..so.."

Then I properly apologize to patient...He just smile to me...

*sob..sob....really2 sorry....

And that's the end of the needle story which was a failure...

p/s: Need to do it properly next time!

Exhausted Year!!!

" Rasanya tidak terlambat untuk saya mengucapkan Tahniah

Tahniah kerana berjaya melangkah ke tahun 4 "

Frequent phrase that I often hear from lecturers

BUT

Yeah! Finally I'm in

The super fun-task-tick year

CLINICAL YEAR

preparing to be a doctor

My first posting :

PSYCHIATRIC

(0_0)!!

OK!

I must spend more than 2 hours,

a day

 for whole week

for one month!!

Just to get a history from psychiatric patient

[to my friends: be mentally prepared]

What tiring is in the clinic, when we want to approach a patient

If you are lucky, the patient will cooperate

If not, then you will spend a lot of time wondering around waiting for another patient

It is okay if patient reject you

BUT

It is not okay when you didn't got any case to be present in front of doctor

in order to GET their SIGNATURE...

*sigh

Completing a log book is a compulsory and the requirement is 100%

WOW!

So, you got no choice rather than

find any case

clerk them

present it

and get a signature!

Even though sometime you might be fighting over same patient

hahaha

In conclusion~It is tiring (=_= )"

It's best hanging out IF I have time [That's Minho]

Don't Miss City Hunter!!!

Finally...


Watch this drama already

Official wallpaper for City Hunter

This drama is sooo good that it left good impression for you to promote it to others. The story line is about how the hero get revenge for his father who die along with other 19 soldiers during saving the country against North Korean by own country 's army. The story plot always interesting and make you want to know further and further and didn't want to stop watching it in the middle.

Another reason watching this drama...The HERO...kyaaa!! so cool man~

Lee Min Ho as Lee Yun Seong a.k.a City Hunter

Handsome isn't he?

He played the City Hunter where he catch all those bandit that involve in the dead of his father and other soldiers. I like the scene when he act as city hunter and fight with those people. The skills...the movement...so fast! (eventhough I know that it just a screen techniques). Another reason for all those skills are because of his  adopted father who takes him in when he still a newborn trains him intensively in combat.Which mean that he is taken away from his mother since baby and being told by his cruel adopted father that his mother abandoned him. That statement had made him to hate his mother to the deep of his heart while his mother is very patiently waiting for time come to see her son again. Poor Yun Seong aa... (YunSeong is hero's character name).  To start the revenge, his adopted father send him to America where he successfully finishing his college years in the United States at Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT), he then returns to South Korea to fulfill his step-father's plan for revenge. He enters the Blue House (South Korean presidential palace) as an IT expert under the National Communication Network Team.

Okay..Enough for the HERO, Let's go for the HEROIN. 

She is so short when stands beside Lee Min Ho. But pretty cute. ^__^

Park Min Young as Kim Na Na (sometimes called GomNaNa by yunSeong)

She works at Blue House also as the president bodyguard. But before that she works many job to pay for her father hospital bills. What happen to her father? He is in coma state because of an accident 10 years ago in which Nana is live without her mother. This accident involve Bae Man Deok (who yunseong used to called Shikjung ahjusshi) as the witness and the culprit -Kim Joong Shik (this person linked Kim Nana and YunSeong later).

Although living without parents since high school, pretty well, she has JUDO and ranked 4th. She always bluff off her JUDO ability to YunSeong and also become instructor for YunSeong at Blue House without knowing that YunSeong is way more powerfull than her. HAHA. She didn't know about YunSeong being the City Hunter after being saved by him twice until one day that she saved him from being found by the Prosecutor Kim Young Joo.

NaNa: I'm good isn't it?

The sometimes annoying Prosecutor Kim Young Joo.

Lee Joon Hyuk as Kim Young Joo

He is son of Kim Jong Shik (who killed Nana's mother). But not everyone knows that he is the son of the minister of education who takes in all student's money (bad people!). There is one day he overheard about Nana's Parents accident and feeling guilty for his father crime and decide on becoming Daddy Long Legs to Nana without Nana's knowing. He always want to catch Yunseong and suspecting him to be the city hunter but after many trial, YunSeong manage to escape anyway. Haha.Thumbs up YunSeong!

Here is another character who is helping our HERO a lot and knowing his secret being the city hunter (I think).

Hwang Sun Hee as Jin Se Hee


She is a veterinarian and that Kim young Joo's EX. She owned a clinic so she manage to helped YunSeong when he got a gunshot by Nana...(sad part). She still love the prosecutor but due to Kim Young Joo always put his work on top, made her clash with him. Despite that, they still seeing each other regularly. She also knows about Kim Young Joo's guilty feeling to Kim Na Na and being her Daddy Long Legs.


All in all, this drama is about the story of love and revenge. Despite being warned by his step-father about not to trust anyone and not to fall in love, as doing so will put the people around him in danger, YunSeong can't helped but to fall in love with Nana. Because of that he also in a state where he compete with his father upon catching the group of FIVE in order to protect the persons he treasured most (Nana, Shikjung ahjusshi and his mother). I'm so into this drama and I'm sure Asiah-chan also the same. How about Miss Kira?


Let see some screenshots...

Lastly, the original soundtrack....I Like this song the most..
Suddenly by Kim Bo Kyung


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1UwAFHR3EA


p/s : all image credit to city hunter official site

Stalker? Me?!

Hi Guys. Assalamualaikum.

Related to the new post today, I want to warn you people to watch out for me.

Haha. Insane isn't it?

Why? Because...I'm a stalker!
Nobody will admit they are stalker rite? (Although some of them may)

But..I'm not a stalker for bad.. Like I said in 'About Me' section, I like to try different thing everyday, so I will wondering around the 'net' (Not net la, its INTERNET.lol)

searching something new to be read. Then I got new info lorr. Information about what? well, anything, everything, many things haha. 

I look into korean pop idol world (That's compulsory), I read friend's blog, read what's in their thought everyday (Interesting), know what they had done (Stalker~hehe), learning foreign languages (Konichiwa, Anyeong!), What' s in the news today...and bla bla bla...

When I'm scrolling into  others' blog site (mostly friends and mostly not at times), I know many people. That's how I know people but they don't know me (Sad isn't it). I know some of my junior, but they don't even know me Haha. Their blogs are different in their very own way. Many new things I learn from them (Coz Im not used to blogging).

Cat also facebook-ing

Got to go now. Later ya. Till then Assalamualaikum.

Just want to say Hi!

Hey guys. Assalamualaikum.
Its been months away since I pay my last visit to my blog. Haha!

Well, That's all for now.

Till then, Assalamualaikum.

Today is Rest Day

Rest Day means Cuti~

Tapi bukan cuti panjang pun

Maklumlah dah berkerja

Got nothing to do this whole day

Just stay at the bed and wrapping myself with blanket

hahaha...

So long my friends~

Just a short entry for today. (^_^)

Sumtin' for Holiday?

Yeah! 

Holiday datang lagi

and......

aku blurr lagi 

fikir mau buat apa...

Neurons start blinking here and there

Ideas pop out everywhere

messing up plan

that's why blurring happen

hahaha

Is my theory true????? 

*thinking again

working?

preparing for next term?

improve cooking skills?

or just living lifeless?

hohoho

what to do !!

WHAT CAN I DO ??

* SeungRi songs's title

Lately busy find nice music video to watch

Nice to watch

and Nice to Hear

=P

Terfikir nak habiskan segala isi perut yang

ada dalam ext HD

OMG

too many!!!

Pocket dah kering~~~

How about find a part time job?

hehehehe

Walking around..

hanging around..

" Ada kerja kosong part time tak kat sini? "

" Kami nak Full Time... "

" err.. ookaaay..... "

Haaaaaaaih......

I'm not coming down to a decision yet!!!!

It's Three Thirty AM now...

U-Kiss~you guys cool!

^^

Thing that I most wanted now is

iPad?

Yes, iPad.

iPad?

Indeed iPad.

The features really catch my heart.

* Two powerful cores in one A5 chip

Which mean iPad can do twice the work at once.

Multitasking is smoother, apps load faster, and everything just works better.

* Superfast Graphics

With up to nine times the graphics performance,

gameplay on iPad is even smoother and more realistic.

And it help apps perform better — especially those with video.

* Even with the new thinner and lighter design, iPad has the same amazing 10-hour battery life

* Two Cameras

one on the front and one on the back.

They may be tiny, but they’re a big deal.

It’s HD, so whatever you shoot is a mini-masterpiece.

* Thinner & Lighter

It’s 33 percent thinner and up to 15 percent lighter,

so it feels even more comfortable in your hands.

Source: www.apple.com

Is this wish going to be granted? (-_-)"

Finally

After a long wait with all sort of trembling and palpitation.

The result is worth waiting.

But then "In every happiness, there will be sadness"

I pass my professional examination. [Happy for me]

But it's a bad news for my best friends.

We always enter examination room together.

Cause our name is just side by side.

So when something like this happen...

My heart just can't take it.

It's too sad to be apart when we are always together.

I can't say anything to console her.

But rather I cry for her.

The tears just can't stop flowing.

Today is not a good day for me though.

Eventhough I pass.

Hope she can resolve it in positive ways.

This is just another test for her given by Him.

If she take it positively, surely she will perform better later.

------------------------------------------------------

A reminder for me.

Holiday ain't holiday for me.

I must catch up what left behind.

Preparing for clinical years.

The real challenge begins now.

"Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success."
 - Denis Waitley

(oh yeah..don't mind the grammar mistakes)

Strawberry !!!

OMG!

딸기아...딸기아...(strawberry in korean)

Recently I watch some korean variety show and while filming the show they are plucking the strawberry from a farm at HongChun (somewhere at Korea).

Looking at the strawberries~feel like I'm goin' to faint.

They are sooo BIG and they claimed it to be sweet and not sour as we know.

I'm sooo J.E.A.L.O.U.S.

Mula lah pikir pikir nak gi Cameron Highlands~ ^^

Aaa...Miss the cold weather!!!

Here are some pictures from the show. Take a look at it. Sooo BIG and RED isn't it?

p/s: kepada KeyRah...nak pegi Cameron lagi...tp ramai2 la best.. T.T

Countdown

Finally, I'm writing again.

I've got nothing to do since my last paper end.

Barang-barang dah tak byk nak kemas-kemas pun, coz' most of it had been sent home. kekeke ^^

For now, whole soul trembling waiting for the day the result of final professional exam to be announce.

Praying everyday~Wish for luck in everyone~Hope everyone can pass together. 

Where to turn to?

I'm writing again... today's diary entry:

Aku sgt depressed! More and more factor come to precipitate the depression inside my head. Please, don't get deep into it. Aku dah nak final exam ni. Hari ni, aku jadi bingung lagi. Kenapa aku bingung? Sebab aku depressed. Kenapa aku depressed. Apa tanda2 aku bingung? Bila aku duduk sorang-sorang, and then termenung. Tak tau termenung pasal apa. Just kosong macam tu. Then tiba2 je tersedar yang aku dah termenung. Itulah tandanya aku baru lepas bingung. Mengeluh lagi, dan lagi, dan lagi. Macam mana nak hilangkan kebingungan ni? Aku nak cari kwn. Tapi bila aku fikir-fikir balik. Nak ke aku bercerita pada kawan aku tu? Selalu kata nak jumpa, nak mengadu masalah, tapi bila dah jumpa. Diam seribu bahasa. Arnz! Wake up from the dream! Tell them! Tell them what you keep. Release it. I can't. Really, I'd tried before. But the words won't come out from my mouth. Terperuk kat dalam bilik. Tengok movie? Tak kuasa aku. Mood still tak berubah. Nak berjalan? Mana je lah tempat kat kolej aku yang aku boleh pergi. Banyak limitation. Nak je aku gi jalan sorang sorang. Tapi apa boleh buat. Kat sini mana boleh buat sesuka hati. Nanti mulalah, banyak mata mata liar yang memandang, hati yang rancak berbisik, fikiran yang berpusing memikirkan kelakuan aku ni. Masyarakat masyarakat. Pedulikan lah hal masing masing. Apa aku nak buat ni !!!!!

Mana nak lari ? Mana nak release ? Mana nak jerit ? Mana nak pergi ?

Suddenly missed them

(Don't mind the rojak language and grammar mistakes)

A Boy in a Girl

High heels?

compact powder?

furry handbag?

all the 'cutie' accessories-some with ribbon on it, pink especially?

Did these things related to me? NO! it is NOT related at all.

I'm a girl, but I don't used cosmetics.

I'm a girl, but I don't carry handbag.

I'm a girl, but I don't have any 'cutie' accessories [except for those given by friends]

I'm a girl, but I don't have high heels.

Then, you will say:

"You're not girl, you're tomboy!"

But I would say:

"I'm not a tomboy or somehow 'pengkid'. I'm a girl too, I just don't used all the girly things."

Sometimes I'm also feel like want to dress like a proper girl.

But then...

"ommo! ige anindae..."

("Oh my! This is not it!")

Rather than wearing a blouse, I prefer shirt

Instead of high heels, I prefer sneakers

Instead of handbags, I prefer schoolbag

[but someday I must dress as a woman also...*sigh]

I'm a girl, despite that...I even drive like a gangster [It's not me saying that].

That's why my bro didn't encourage me to choose Viva or Myvi.

He said I'll ruin it.

Is it my driving skill really bad?

Hah. Ignored it.

I like driving.

[maybe someday I will learn to drift]

As long as I can drive safely go and back to hostel. Enough right?

If I am about to choose a car, I'll pick sports car. I want something like this:

I love to travel.

I like to explore the world I'm living in.

But because I'm a girl, I've been restricted to do so.

Well...I'm think I'll be fine if I'm about to go travel alone.

Only from there I can see other world.

I can see others culture.

I can see people communicate in different ways.

I can be independent.

Most priceless, the experiences I gain.

I'm a girl, but I always wanted to hang out with my friends [It's wasting time though]. Sometimes get jealous over the boys.

They can go anywhere they want, hang out, chatting, laughing, release all their stress.....

ahh...jeongmal pureopda (really jealous)

But then.....Because I'm a girl

A girl are not supposed to be like that...well...Am I'm going to be like this forever...

A boy in a girl...Huh?

(please disregard any grammar mistakes)

What have I done ???

What have I done? All these time, what have I done? This question always reflect me when something's wrong.

Suddenly I remembered this conversation.

Mr A: Do you know what's your problem?

Me: .....I don't know...

Mr A: Do you know where you done wrong?

Me: ......I don't know...

Mr A: You don't use your brain. You didn't do critical thinking. What have you learn before?

Me: ...................

I'm thinking...

"What's wrong with my brain?"

" Why it doesn't work well?"

"Did I eat something wrong?"

"Is it too many fat there? My neurons can't function well...."

Well, if I'm gonna say that I didn't read, I did read but the problem was the fact wouldn't want to stick into my head. Hey you Mr neurons! Wake up! You can't just let the fact impulse pass through your cell body. You must keep it anyhow. Moreover, it's a medical fact which is related to people health. If I give out the wrong fact, some people may die because of me. OMG! What have I done.

Still thinking on how to polish my brain. I should change my meal pattern MAYBE?


(oh yeah..don't mind the grammar mistakes)

Rise and Shine

Rise and Shine everyone.

Starting new day with a cup of white coffee while looking out through the window where snow falling [there's no such thing in my place ok-just dreaming].

Now let get started with this malay poem:

Mencari timba si anak dara,
Di bawah sarang burung tempua;
Salam sembah pembuka bicara,
Selamat datang untuk semua.

Ah, Well...Don't have much to say. This is just where I can pour my thought in. Happy reading ^^